邮递员先生请你放慢脚步

你车筐里沉甸甸地盛满了文字

星期六下午微风小作

为何不赏风中人物？

 

邮递员先生请你放慢脚步

我在你身后奔走﹑呼喊

却怎么也追不上你的脚步

溜滚轴的小孩在一旁噗噗直笑

他可知我一心盼你的来到！

 

两个月才拿一次的《世界服装之苑》

你嫣然成了我的时装大使

你还真叫我在后追随潮流脚步 ？

你可知我确是运动细胞不足！

 

终于你慢步﹑回眸                                                                                       

看见我在苦笑

哎～

我说邮递员先生

可否放慢你的脚步！

 

 

It has been a long time that I haven’t been to The Ongoing Department since I had left Jin An district for some working reasons. 

 

Last Sunday I occasionally set my feet again onto the glinting smashing marble floor.Those creaking makers- high heels, no ideas how hard it could be for my Converse, especially 2-year-old one, to get along with cohesively.

 

Not for a second, I was drowned by the creaking beats came around from every possible corners, up and down, closing or getting far away.  My eyes are filled with logos, ton of logos…..I saw a beige Celine purse has been pulled out from a Fendi bag, an exciting D&G sunglass randomly hanging out on the Chanel cashmere top. And the smell, unnamed perfumes mixed with the smell of leathers and fine furs, almost killed me when the sassy whisper and moaning mumble was surrounded. I was strangled, struggled and staggered with the pair of spotted splashed Converse. For god’s sake, I nearly fainted when stood in front of rows of fabulous shoes on the 2^nd floor.  

 

O… my fashion boat steaming into the fashion flow,

 with no glory or fancy sail......

 Sadly it sank before the dream come true，

 but sunken Titanic was a vivid end.

 So what? if you have spots on your shoes！

 

 

So what if you have spots on your shoes? I could barely feel a slice of shame when speaking it aloud: I love Converse……… They meet my taste and easy to wear. I can not recall when they had hurt my feet just like high-heels did. But the truth is high heel is more than a devil sucks my nerves, makes me jealous and makes me ill. I cried to god: let me be the devil, so I can wear Prada. God answered me but somehow things turned out to be evil - l am the devil can not afford to wear Prada. Maybe I am the only devil wear Converse, I guess.

 

In fashion industry people follow the rule that less is more. Do you still believe that? Just let your wallet to answer it !!!

 

 

 

 

Words!

I used to think I had so much to say,

but when chances they come at the nick of time,

suddendly dumbness attacks me as it grows in my throat.

 

Pains!

I have truely believed it was far away from me,

but when they come and find me at times,

why do I feel like they have never left me alone.

 

Love!

Once I have deeply trusted that I would meet it the way simplely as it dose,

but more and more I realized,

it can go far beyond the way that I could tell in words, but pains.

 

Me!

I might thought it’s funny that I don’t know about me,

even if it’s me a year ago.

but now I know it and I will pay attention to it.

 

 

 

 

这凉爽的早晨，微风送来丝丝惬意。

窗外的雨淋淋洒洒，偶尔伴有婉转的鸟鸣，让我心生好奇于它歌者的芳容。

 

最近忽然对雨有了好感。

某日深夜，好运气让我赶在暴雨前坐进了taxi。

静谧的夜色，安静的路程。

 

顷刻间，暴雨不期而至，几乎要窒息所有的安静。

司机不慌不忙地打开雨刮器，任它肆意破坏雨点。

我忘着窗外，心情没有一丝忧虑。

 

大雨疯狂而欢闹地亲吻整个儿世界。

起初车窗上的几粒小水珠，早已迫不及待地汇入了不断下滑地水串。

无数个水串相互交融，形成了一种怪异地、带有不规则波浪条纹的图案，

在月光与路灯的作用下倒影在雪白的后座套上，粼粼点点，上演着各式各样的序列变幻。

 

一个路面的颠簸溅起了一片星光。

就在车窗前，我看得如此真切。

几乎从没未想过，原来这孤独的、一汪无人问津的脏水也能幻变出叫人屏吸的美！

 

连绵不绝的雨串模糊了窗外的一切。

司机开始被这大雨搞得有些焦躁，加快了雨刷器的频率。

而我躲在自己的小世界里，独乐其中。

 

我喜欢这模糊的世界，一切婉柔而没有界限。

绿油油的树，晃悠悠地摇摆，好似被难以言语的节奏打动，借着夜色忘乎所以。

真是场狂欢！

 

于是，

清冷的车道陪伴着寂寞的“独行侠”，延长… 延长…

深邃的夜空放纵了贪乐的“繁星”，落下… 落下…

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hey girls,

Do u know?

We wasted such a beautiful girls’ night!

A night supposed to be filled up with joy, laugh,fantasy and foods.

Now’ve been shorten by anger;

bittered by whines.

 

Hey girls,

We are all natural passionate.

We could taste the sweet in the winds;

We could enjoy the touch of sunshine;

We could tell the purity in each other’s eyes;

However, what we could not is

we could not let us alone from those who dance in the dark.

***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***  

Those people dance in the dark have a pair of red evil eyes

with verjuice smell.

They give out judgments on us so easily without understanding us

Pretending to be harmless,and then

they sense our confusion, longing for the pulse gets strengthened by our sadness over and over.

 

My dear girls,

Why we were so easily to be puzzled as they wished?

Why do we rather to trust those dark remarks but not the true ourselves?

Our vigor is getting weakened, we know they know.

***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***   ***

It’s such a beautiful night in summer!

Girls in chiffon should be lovely and glamour!

We missed the moon light, the star wish, the breeze whisper!

Ooh girs, I am begging you

Let's get our visions back…

Let’s get the dark smell turns into jealouse!

 

 

 

 *** *** ***

我想驯服一头野马

有着一身在太阳下面闪闪发光的栗色毛皮，鬃毛浓密而又整齐

它形体健硕，但眼神温顺

我会喂它最爱吃的食物，和他说话

它将成为我最好的朋友

 

我想拥有一头猎豹

当它飞奔于辽阔的草原，追逐瞪羚

我可以在一旁静静地欣赏这大自然最完美的杰作

当我呼喊它的名字

它将优雅地朝我走来

让我帮他梳理毛发

我想养一只夜莺

阳光下它栖于我的肩头

月光下我聆听它美妙的歌唱

它不属于任何一个鸟笼

它所属于的是整片树林

 

我想认识一只海豚

它将带我认识伟大的一群

它们一起教我游泳

教我品尝大海的味道

 

我想拥有一片纯净的海滩

有白色的沙子还有平和的浪花

当夕阳映红天际，篝火将被生起

夜莺开始歌唱，海豚跃上水面

奔跑的野马在沙滩上留下一长串望不到尽头的蹄印

顺沿着它们的是我还有猎豹

并排着高傲而又优雅地踱步... ...

 

 

   

 

 

 

颓废

是我最近的状态

也许，是我一直以来的状态

会不会

是我长久的状态？！

 

颓废的雨

颓废的我

颓废的眼睛里看到镜子里颓废的我

不想看书，不想打扫，不想打理自己，也不想搭理这个颓废的我

颓废的我呼吸着沉闷就这样坐在午后三点的屋内数窗外数不清的雨点

 

颓废的我厌倦了天线盒子里咿咿呀呀的故事

厌倦了一定要喝掉的最后一滴牛奶

厌倦了克制与思考

 

于是

在午后三点

灰暗的屋内

安静陪伴着小半杯未尽的牛奶

留我烦乱的思绪与窗外嘈杂的雨点到达和谐

 

一场雨点同伞的阴谋...

 

 

 

 

 

千万里我追寻着你,可是你却并不在意...... 终于在5.26这个没有什么特殊意义的日子,我们搬进了渣打~

 

一大早摸摸索索...望来望去....小陆家嘴尽是摩登写字楼林立.....怎么就是看不到渣打你的倩影~  偶然发现一幢咖啡色的"小"楼有点呆板....原来^&*%$你就是传说中的渣打......

 

   

 

怀揣着惴惴不安的小心情走进大厅....发现等电梯的人群MS都是公司同事....."叮咚"铃声一响.....8楼到了~

 

  

 

还没走到前台,就听到门口乱哄哄地在说什么打卡..... 我一下神情紧张了起来,于是很认真地打了N下........走到前台后发现里面没门的....... 那4把椅子还是蛮赞的,可惜都已被快递师傅所牢牢占据....正当我努力启动视线透视功能想研究一下时.......旁边的"墙"移动了.......

 

   

 

突然一下子发现Kiki很酷, 这么闹哄哄的环境里, 她异常地冷静地站在桌子后只露出个脑袋,眼神凝聚... 仿佛在用强大的意念把"墙"打开...... 想着想着....一不留神"墙"又关上了......我一溜小跑窜进小缝..... 油~ 好象经历生死时速一样......女主角在千钧一发之际闯过一关......

 

 

 

"咣当"一下门关上后,我来到这着条狭长且幽暗的小道, 心里一丝莫名激动.... 突然...........墙上射出一道白光.....推开一看,原来这扇墙后有个会议室........

 

  

 

终于....终于.....走到了办公区域,眼前一下豁然开朗.....这个排场之浩大........哪能象走进了证券交易所.....我们部门的区域坐落在左区最角落里......正慌忙着用眼睛雷达乱扫MKT区域时,远远看到RIMO向我招手.... 哎呦呦~~~那一刻...好象见到亲人一样.........

 

   

 

刚刚坐下来感觉有点异样.....这个坐得舒服也有不习惯的啊~ 那个椅子的靠背这么就这么符合我的人体构造? 难道是我天生脊椎长得符合国际标准? 哦~~ 回忆起来了...... MS这就是传说中2000一把的椅子,果然后面零多就是好啊~~~ 再看桌上电话.....凭肉眼判断....MS没有进纸口,各么传说中的电话/FAX一体机, 难道浪得虚名?! 哦~ 原来人家已经进入了21世纪....与OUTLOOK做过CROSSOVER了.....得到了STELLA McCARTNEY的真传---提倡环保, 8用纸滴...... FAX收发直接进出你MAIL BOX~ E时代, E version~ Ooh...Yes!

 

  

 

奥呦呦.... 以前么听说额.... 看来我要好好补习一下现代文明史来..... 很好奇从此COPY ROOM里还会不会有传统FAX机器...... 带着我那永远8岁的好奇心, 我来到了打印间...... 一台面版有点歪的机器吸引了我20有N的注意力~~~~ 为什么控制面版可以移动的拉....为什么上面还为有电脑键盘的拉...... 原来人家也很FASHION, 做过CROSSOVER的~ 人家的键盘是用来输入SCAN文件SAVE AS在哪里的..... 只要侬高兴.....可以慢慢把http://D:\My space\my folder \the folder of mine\the folder is not yours.......打进去....相信人家机器会老耐心地帮你找到存储路径后,文件扫描完,再老专业地帮你存进去滴.........

 

     

 

这个参观好COPY ROOM....带着向高科技致敬的心情,我打开了另外一扇门..... 穿过前台,稍毫留意了一下,KiKi的眼神还是如此地凝聚..... 等待她把另外一端的移动门打开后...... 我看到了今后中午吃小饭的地方..........

 

  

 

这个和想象当中还是有一定落差的......8过毕竟人家买了2台不知道用来干什么的西门子烤箱.....想必经费有所局限...... 看在嵌入式冰箱也是西门子的,还有那个不知哪年才能正式投入使用的咖啡机.....我也就想想开了........ STAFF CAFE里还藏了2个小房间....里面安置着公司的"老员工"......

 

 

 

最后上张普利斯通所演绎的"加班时的精彩"给大家调节调节气氛~

 

整个公司差8多晃了圈了,怎么感觉浑身痒痒,头有点晕??? Ooh~ 原来公司还特意准备了点超浓度的甲醛给大家吸着玩玩~~~ 

 看到这里大家有没有感慨呢? ................   (快点上slogan) 

 

 ︶o︶  Ooh~   I.T IS INSPIRATION   ~~~~~

 

  

 

 

 

 

  

 

TAXI大哥差一点点就开过了......

凭着直觉我差点点就走过了.........

还好背后那个熟悉的声音,

回首间

是惊喜~~~

 

 

 

大个Jane加上四英寸后需仰视才见,

偶被要求黑白灰plus no mini skirt, 怎么感觉这么formal ?

Casper飞来飞去的身影依然那么得轻盈.........................

 

  

 

12岁的violinist被誉为中国的神童,

有幸在他去美国深造前听上live.

冒着被BS的危险学了个新单词,

原来大提琴叫cello ~

我对着对面的cellists say hello~

 

 

 

美人缓行如夜色,

烟火过后才盼来林静的身影.

金色的气泡悠悠上升,

恍然间才觉悟,

难道这是曾经外三人的聚会?!

 

 

我爱我,

夜深人静的脑海中,梦时常把我带入一个幻的世界，那里是我拯救人类的场景；

星空亦是火海，云端又或泡沫,我无知何为恐惧穿梭于激光束中....

 

我爱我,

呼吸雨后的湿润，享用树荫下落网的阳光；

用烦琐而浅浮的语言向朋友描述那一刻的感受。

 

我爱我，

意气用事地用眼睛看世界，认真地固执；

却无发现在他人瞳孔里的我。

 

我爱我，

双眼教我贪恋，理智教我自卑，自卑教我妒忌；

而自以为是让我相信了双眼，听从了理智，顺从了自卑.........

 

我爱我，

是我，为了相信别人而怀疑自己；

是我，为了相信自己而欺骗自己。

 

我爱我，

为了呼吸雨后的湿润，敌人摘下了我的双耳；

为了享受树阴下落网的阳光，魔鬼取走了我的舌尖；

只留下双眸伴随悄无声息的心碎，

只留下懊恼去一毫一寸地堵塞住通往心脏的血管。

 

我爱我，

在激光束的意象的世界里；

而现实中,

 

我恨我。

 

 

 

Call me Psycho. I’ve been behavered a little bit out of myself these days since the model casting that day. Even at this very moment I can't stop questioning myself what’s the hell going wrong with you! Hum!

 

Yesterday I watched the movie Troy and today morning once again. It's surprisingly to find how much I adore Orlando Bloom, still, after The Lord of the Rings period that I thought I have passed through the thing for him for some while. Last night, lying on my bed, at the scene he lose his fight, and supposed to act calmly as a real warrior waiting for the death, breathless suddenly attacked me. However he crawled toward to his big brother at the very last second, hold his lag like a pathetic dog, that scene totally tore my heart into millions of pieces and then had some one stepped on ruthlessly . My entire body flooded with something called sympathy and it flowed around from my mind to my broken heart even in my subconscious I knew it's just a movie at the very beginning……. The feeling was so strong that I tossed and turned all night long......

 

Pathetic me! Pathetic me! Pathetic me!  After being tortured by Orlando Bloom’s charming eyes and hair and every possible things on him last night….. I watched this movie again in this morning……. For god’s sake, I am not a psycho. Nevertheless, it’s hard to expain the chemistry in me when I saw something bueaty on the opposite sex. And it freaks me out times and times on some occasion I realised myslef began to appreciate some thing  odd or unreadable. Sould I say my eyes are more ealier than others to find the beauty in potential?

 

God stay with me. God pls pure my soul….. Amon~